Periodically, I have written letters from Nicaragua to the U.S. through two made-up pen pals. The correspondence is intended to reflect the views that a Nicaraguan might have about his/her own country, as well as the U.S.. What follows is the latest of these.
Mi Amigo:
Greetings from Nicaragua! I hope that this letter finds you in good health and happiness; may God bless you with His enduring love. I have not seen you now for many months so I will be pleased to receive any word you might send in response to this letter. My family is in good health and our farm is producing well, though the heavy rains and recent violence have given us worry.
Of greatest worry is the state of our country. You may be reading about the protests and demonstrations which have happened, and the government’s reaction. The violence which has happened seems to be every night and reports of more deaths reach us in the countryside each day. These are happening mostly in the cities, but we have had some troubles here with young people in cars yelling bad things. We don’t know if the violence will spread but it makes us worry.
It is hard to know what is happening for real. Some outside people have come here and said that our president has told lies. Many people within Nicaragua have said so, too. But the president and his people say that it is the protesters who have lied and that the violence comes from them. Sometimes it is very confusing, these different statements that are made. My son gave to me a report from a group called Amnesty International; maybe you have heard of them. They were not supportive of our president. They said that he has told lies. But he is our president and it is hard to believe that a leader would openly do that.
I think in your country you have had some problems like this with your president, no? We read here about some of the untrue things he says (like when he was elected and said that the number of people to watch him was the biggest ever) and I wonder how you react to them. Is it OK for North Americans speak out about these? Is it your duty? I am very uncertain here.
What I do know is that there are families that have been torn apart by the government’s policies. In some cases there have been arrests and even kidnappings and no answers about what has happened to the people taken. There have been more than 200 killed so far, mostly young people from the universities. There are many mothers and fathers who are deep in grief. I don’t know if I believe that university students have shot and killed one another, as the government claims. But if they did not, then who did?
My brotherAlfredo has a nearby farm. He says that what is happening in Managua and other large cities is nothing to do with us, that it is the university students and Daniel, and that we should not get involved. He says this will all go away in time and things will go back to normal. He does not want to get involved because maybe the party would do something to get even. He thinks there is not much happening in our part of the country. But twice we have had a hard time to get our harvests into the city to sell, with the roads being barricaded. I have a small loan through the cooperative and I must be able to pay it back in order to receive a new one. So these events are creating some problems.
The protestors are saying that the government has violated their rights and that is why they continue to protest. I would like to ask you about human rights in your country. I have read that the U.S. stopped being a member of a human rights organization that is world-wide. Is that true? Does this mean that the U.S. is no longer interested in what other countries do? And does it no longer care what other countries think about its eagerness to support things like what are happening here? I think this must be disappointing to the people here who have taken to the streets.
My hope is that there will not be another war. Our country still feels the wounds of the revolution and the Contra War. Maybe we are still a very poor country but at least we have been at peace. But maybe there has been a price for that which now is being paid. I know that you have planned to travel here once again and I would be happy with your visit. But I know that this might be difficult at this time. Do not forget that Nicaragua is not just the ones in authority, but mostly made up of good, peaceful people.
Meanwhile, I will send to you wishes for your health and that of your family!
Un abrazo grande,
Roberto